happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to JJ,
happy birthday to u.
happy birthday,
JJ
:D
1/4,
i will definitely buy JJ's album
:D

un-motivated
it was only yesterday did i start to feel the motivation
but nw,less den one day ltr
im feeling nt motivated again
aye
dunno wad's wrong wif me
having serious mood swings
i noe i need n have to study
but i juz dun feel like.
wad can i do?
i no longer have the self control tt i used to have whn i was in pri. skol
sumtimes i start to tink
hw can i do well in my o levels
if i stay unmotivated like dis
mabbie everyone is feeling e same way as me nw
shall nt worry so much
but shld go n try to find back e motivation
again

its gd fri todae.
feeling a little bit moody
am feeling rather tired after one long week
had pai ju yesterdae
left skol @ard 7
can u imagine?
i stayed in skol for exactly twelve hrs!!!
i juz fell alseep whn i reached home
was really very very tired
but nevertheless,
pai ju was very fun!!!
all of us were slacking half way
n everyone started to sae ghost stories!
really enjoyed myself though i was truely tired
hmmph
am beginning to like my ju ppl more n more!
:D
hahaz
rather tied down by projects nowadays
feeling very stressed up
exspecially wif pai ju going on
but nvm
im learnign hw to cope
n im glad tt i have once again found the motivation to study
:D
am quite okay nw
shall go n study after i blogged
shall remain motivated like this 4eva
:D

afterall

"u dun cry
it'll all turn out fine"
dun be too upset
though i noe it hurts
coz afterall,
chopsticks r easy to break
but relationships r nt
i noe it hurts
coz afterall,
he USED TO be ur everytink
i noe it hurts
coz afterall,
u r alr used to having him ard u
i noe it hurts
coz afterall,
u have put it so much
but yet it turned out to be ntg
i noe it hurts
coz afterall,
it lasted almost 4 a yr
i noe it hurts
coz afterall,
u luv him
n i noe it hurts
coz afterall,
ive been hurt b4 too
BUT
dun be too upset
put a end to dis unhappy relationship
n dun blame him
coz afterall,
u all had had a wonderful time 2gether b4
juz put a fullstop to everytink
nt a comma
n rmb
no matter wad,
dun turn back
coz its nt worth it
.

yesterdae was a fun day!!!
haha
i went to hougang mall
coz they gt e huo xia qu xuan chuan huo dong
i was very bored
so i went la
partly aso coz gt CHEN HAN WEI!
haha
i used to like him
really,only USED TO!
ok,wadeva
but he's really quite shuai in person
n his skin colour is damn nice
e perfect tan,k?
so it happened tt i went on stage to ans a qns
n he gave me e present
actually its really ntg la
juz tt im bored
n have ntg to post
hmmph
skol is reopening tml
xian
muz jiayou n work harder 4 a better PPR next term
but 4 nw,
i shall slack hard 4 e only few hrs left
haha
btw,my sis was jealous coz i shook hands wif han wei k?
haha
she used to be his no.1 fan
USED TO!

my ju
dao yan:pei,jieying,jiayi
qin:jiehui
lao ban:cyn
zhu guan:wendy
ba po:chuwen!(so suitable!)
angelic:joanne
xiao jie:me
tong shiC:suwi

haha
im bored
juz doing wad fion did
im reallly very bored

im in,im in,im in
im in peipei n jiayi n jieying(lim!)'s ju!!!
im in.
n im happy
yesterdae was a nice day
after e auditions,huahui red bellies went out 2gether to shop b4 going 4 huang cheng
n tt was whn they called to tell us e news
it was very very scary
coz it happened tt chuwen n wendy gt their calls first
so it tot its over for me liao
den outside e flower shop after buying esther's flowers,my fone rang
i picked it up n it
was frm peipei
my hands were trembling n i din noe wad to do
i knew it happened
it juz happened
of coz im happy,
but whn ppl started crying,
i din noe shld i smile or frown
y muz the call come den?
y muz it spoilt everyone's mood
by disappointing dose hu nv receive e calls?
but anw,
huang cheng was very very nice!!!
i simply lurve all e jus!!!
e props n stuff r all wonderful
i guess dere's a lot 4 us to learn frm them
n they used YiDA's poster!!!
yay!!
4 dose hu r jealous coz they nv use sum one else's poster,
listen up!
its simply coz they find YiDA's poster nice n attractive
so totally unlike sum stoopid singer whom i dun wana mention e name.
hahaha
wendy n ppl,
u noe hu im toking abt.
i lurve HUANG CHENG N
I LURVE E POSTER!!!
N
I LURVE YiDA!

ps:in case u guys dunno,
im still as crazy over YiDA as e past

new blogskin
was getting tired of the old one
tired of the stoopid song
tired of the starry starry effect
tired of the template prob.
tired of hearing ppl's complaints of "y dun have links one?"(lim siow yu!im refering to u!)
juz tired of the template
so decided to change a new one...
finally finish changing..
feel so contented
n refreshed
has linked almoz everyone le
except all e senoirs
n ppl of 2grace.
sorry guys,link ya another dae,k?
very tired nw...

todae is todae
tml is tml
the day after tml is
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AUDITION DAY!!!!





Todae is tuesday
tml is wednesday
the day after tml is
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HUANG CHENG PERFORMANCE
N
RED BELLIES OUTING!!!!
YAY!

enjoying myself
slacking the whole day
promised myself nt to slack
but i broke the promise
tell myself muz work hard
but my mind is telling me the opposite
feel like slacking
luv to slack
but fell so guilty whn slacking
wad can i do
slack?
study?
slack?
study?
i tot over n over again
n promised myself to study
after i slacked
whn will i stop slacking?
todae?
tml?
i dunno too

holidays r quite fully packed liao
in e end,may nt even get e rest tt i need so badly.
xi ju
i will jia you de

holidays r here
feeling real tired
tink its time for a rest
for a gd gd rest
to 4get everytink
all e pains n hurts
everytink
my ppr is disappointing
will work harder nx term
to get beeter grades
to be a better person
n to erase off e loneliness

RED BELLIES
i lurve u guys 4eva
e moments tt we had shared
e times tt we r 2gether
i will kip it in my heart 4eva
will always rmb e times tt we r like crazy during huahui
e times tt we go back to skol during holidaes to do souvernirs
i really will treasure them
n i noe tinks will always be e same
no matter wad grp we r in
ppl,
dun be upset
we r still 2gether as huahui
2gether as red bellies
although we may be in diff, grps
i guess e spirit will always be dere
to dose hu din get in xi ju
dun eva doubt ur abilities
its juz tt tinks juz have to be dis way
although its painful
we juz have to accept it
cheer up ppl
it hurts to c u guys being so upset
:D

u made me realised
sumtimes, its painful nt becoz u carn get it
but becoz sumone beside u carn get it
yet u carn do anytink

its dis drive tt is pulling the both of us apart
n its her
she is e hurdle frm stopping both of us being close
its nt tt i dun like her
neither is it tt i dun wana get close to her
but it is her hu is nt allowing me to get close to her
she is building a barrier,
nt allowing me to be fwens wif her
yet at e same time,she is aso building a barrier between me n u
she is pulling us further n further away
by putting herself in between us
n blocking me away frm u
again,
im nt saying tt she is snatching u away frm me
neither am i saying tt u shld nt make new fwens
but e prob lies wif her
its she hu makes u neglect me
she is blocking me using her barrier
n at e sma etime blocking me frm u
using the same barrier

the term is cuming to e end
n im beginning to like 2 grace!!
((:
maybe they r nt so bad afterall
((:
but i hate e way u neglect me
juz whn u find u new fwens
although i noe its okay to let u go
coz u have ur own fwens
i have no resons to tie u to me
but it still hurts at times
whn im left alone
staring into e space
its e emptiness tt hurts
but i still apreciate e effort tt u try to bring me along
thx 4 everytink u have done
i still luv ya a lot a lot as my fwen
n will continue to luv ya
but pls try to understand tt sumtimes,
its even worse whn u drag me along
coz i feel so out of place
so extra
as though i don belong dere
pls aso understand
im nt blaming u
neither am i upset at e fact tt u have new fwen
its gd to be sociable i noe
im juz letting u noe hw i feel
n i hope ntg will change after u read dis post,k?
coz we will always be gr8 fwens!!!
subu,4give me 4 my bluntness
4give me 4 adding to ur burden
i juz wana let u noe,
i do feel neglected at times
but
its totally fine
((:

shit!!!
damn it!!!
i din bring my geog notes home
n my geog test is like tml???
wad eva??!
wad can i do nw???
i carn even study my geog???
tt's y im here to blog
)):