had a wonderful surpise yesterdae.
thanks for the wonderful gift.
i lurve it so much
(:
a happy happy gal nw!
(:

i tink i really sucks whn it cums to using of words
i always carn express my tots well wif words
n instead create even more misunderstandings.
u,
if u r reading my blog,
i hope u can really understand tt im nt angry wif u.
juz a little pissed off IF u really r the one hu started it.
but if its nt u,
den im a little pissed off by the person hu did it.
c wad i mean?
i sucks in using words,
i carn even understand wad im trying to say.
oops,hope u can understand though.
anw,i tink u were referring to chu's gbk rite?
i guess whn i signed it tt time,
i was rather angry.
but as the daes went by,
i realised its no use getting angry
n getting angry carn help in anytink.
n soon the anger juz faded away.
im okay nw.
n i juz wana sae it 4 one more time,
im juz pissed off by the person hu did it.
but if it really is u,
den im only pissed off at u coz of dis incident.
i still lurves u
as a fwen n everytink.
hope u can understand
e.b STILL <3 s.b!


the only problem nw is tt
i still dunno hu exactly is the one
hu did it
so i guess all i can do is learn to put all dis behind me
n carry on wif life.
n continue to lurve u,u n u
as b4.
im really ok nw
the initiate anger is gone le.
(:

dunno wad to sae
so nw its all counted my fault la?
whn i seriously din do anytink.
i dunno wad is ur idea of boasting
but im definitely nt boasting
n its unfair to add tinks to e fact n go ard telling ppl abt it.
unfair to me
unfair to everyone involved in dis conflict
its so wu yuan wu gu lor
i admit i did tok abt my ju to u
u n u.
the three of u.
but nw i dunno hu on earth is the one hu started spreading.
i only noe tt i din boast
if my tone tt day was counted boasting,
u guys had done quite a lot of boasting too lor
its nt like u nv tok to me abt ur ju b4.
its juz totally unfair to tell ur ju ppl.
n try to make them dislike me
mabbie tt's nt ur intention,
but hu noes if they had misunderstood.
i won have saed all dis
if i had done it.
but the prob is i din do it
n i hate it whn ppl wronged me.

im nt upset
juz v disappointed.
i tot tt dere may be a chance
even though we gana cut off the lights.
but hu noes?
e results cum out so disappointing.
way too disappointing.
i noe its nt the time to get sad over it nw.
but,i feel so bad
tt ive disappointed all yanyuans
ive disappointed e daoyans.
ive disappointed shang xue ppl
ive disappointed SNhuahui
ive disappointed everyone hu tot tt we can do it.
im really so so sorry
sorry tt we did nt kip our promise
n gt in.

daoyans
its really nt ur faults
jiayi
thanks for helping me find back my plastic bag.
u r such a cute daoyan
i luv u!
pei
dun blame urself
n dun cry over xiaopin.
we have all tried our best.
n we will do much better for qihang.
thanks for the luffer tt u bring for each pai ju.
i luv u!
jieying
really dun blame urself for the technical prob
we noe u have tried ur best.
n thanks for trying to help me find my taka bag.
i luv u too!

yanyuans
jiehui
"mummy",i luv u!
u had done well yesterdae!
contd to jiayou k?
suwi
-pulls hair!i still luv to pull ur hair no matter wad!
haha.though we din get in,i still luv u lots!
*muacks!
cyn
pweecess!
i luv u!
u did well.
n we shall continue to jiayou as a ju!
my mei nv zhu jiao!
chu
i only have 3 words 4 u:
I LUV U
:)
joe
u shld noe wad i wana sae.
i really wana thank u for cheering me up.
esp on fri nite.
ur huggs r so comfty
:D
I LUV U!!!
wendy
act cool de!
i luv u too.
n i really treasure the pai ju daes wif u!
jiayou fro qihang!

shang xue
u guys were gr8 too!
thx for working hard wif us during the xiaopin period too!
n thx jov for helping us wif the technical stuff.
i luv u guys too!
cheer up!!!
:D

feeling very stressed n tired dis few daes.
wanted to blog long long ago but juz carn find the time.
xiao pin is in two daes time
have pai ju everydae nw until v late.
dun have the time n strength to blog anymore.
pls god,though im nt a christian.
help me through dis tiring n diffcult period of xiaopin.
bless everytink to be fine
during pai ju
during xiaopin.
thanks for giving me such a wonderful ju of ppl
they rawks man!

haha.im sorry if my previous posts sound rather depressed/
im still ok la
juz tt quite stressed wif all the pai ju going on.
actually pai ju is nt so bad la.
muz nt make everyoen tink tt pai ju sucks.
haha.

yesterdae,
pai ju rawks!
at least we did pai seriously
n achieved sumtink
yet at the same time having fun!!!
but..
i dun wana wear JUMPERS!
its so digusting lor.
but nvm,i will xi sheng for xiaopin!
4 beng ta!
yay!beng ta rawks!

Cyn:
tink u nv cum my blog one la.
but anyway,
HAPPY BDAE!!!
my mei nv zhu jiao!
haha.
16 le.
dun be so childish le la!
haha...
im bored..
juz wishing u HAPPY BDAE!
sorry fro nt giving u prezzie la,
give u a xiaopin-cum-bdae one on sat,k?
haha
HAPPY BDAE!!!!


all <>ppl:
i luv u guys!!!
lots n lots n lots!
till i dunno hw to describe!
haha
muz jiayou fro pai ju dis two daes,k?
its only for two more daes.
denw e can have fun!
though i will miss u guys so so much
-.-:
jiayou,
we can do it!!!!


all<>ppl:
yesterdae was fun...
though u guys din managed to tricked us!
we very clever one mah
haha.
coz i noe ur ju ppl v bonded.
won quarrel one la.
anw,xiaopin is in two daes time.
u guys jiayou!
u can do it!!!!


have pai ju in e afternoon ltr
yay!
so excited to c my ju mates!!!

sumtimes in life,
tinks r nv expected.
but,
humans can nv stand on his own
we need fwens
no matter hw many times we r betrayed by ppl
no matter hw many so-called fwens we made
no matter hw many times we feel like giving up
we still need fwens
its a fact
though its rather cruel too.
for ppl hu've been hurt
like me
its nv easy to trust again.
but we have to make fwens again.
coz we,humans r juz so afraid of dis tink called loneliness.

-u noe hu-
if u happen to read my blog,
i do hope tt u will tink over the above words
n cherish ur fwens ard u
n nv be afraid to make new ones.
no matter wad,
i will still be ur fwen.
4eva.

wad can i sae?
wad can i do?
whn everytink in my life nw is in my mess
whn my top priority.xiaopin,is failing me too?
i juz feel so...
dunno hw to sae
im real sorry,everyone.
to the daoyans
to the yanyuans
to everyone in beng ta
i luv u guys lot n lots.

daoyan/pei
noe u r juz trying to control ur feelings
noe tt u r disppointed.
i will jiayou one
really
i will try to make the best all out of dis 1 short wk.
i will.
i will.
have a lot in my mind to sae
but dunno hw to express
juz wana let u noe
u r a gr8 daoyan
n i luv ya!!!
lots n lots
:)

doayan/yi
i guess i had saed all i wana sae in ur gbk le
haha
juz wana sae again,
i will jiayou one!
n u r a gr8 n cute daoyan!
muz jiayou too,k?
:)

daoyan/jieying
juz e same old tink again,
i will jiayou one!!!
haha.
im bored of dis line le,
but i really will try my best for xiaopin!!!
haha.
n,u r a wonderful daoyan too!
juz tt im nt very close to u.
haha.
will make use of dis 1 more wk to try n get closer to u la.
haha
jiayou too,k?
:)

fellow yanyuans
i guess all i need to sae is
let's jiayou 2gether!
haha.
i have signed all ur gbks!
go n c n u will noe wad i wana sae!
haha
we r all a crazy bunch of ppl
n we shall all jiayou together!
:D


<> is all i need nw.
:D

im lousy.
real lousy
i carn seem to be doing anytink rite
i carn tok loudly
i carn act properly
n i carn even cry loud enough
depressed
.

life is still e same
wake up,
go skol,
study,
pai ju,
go home,
bathe,
eat dinner,
study,
sleep.
am really very tired.
especially after pai ju.
am trying very hard to kip up in my studies,nt wanting xiaopin 2 affect it.
but tinks r still hard to manage.
will always be so tired aft pai ju
n carn even concentrate on studying whn i reach hme.
juz feel like lying on the sofa,watch tv n rest
maths test is on fri,
n i haven even start to revise
i tink im really going to fail dis paper.
summore its on stuff tt i hate.
but nvm,shall fail one test 4 xiaopin
its worth it!
mum's nagging,
saying tt im spending too much time on e wadeva xiaopin tt she dun tink its imp.
but xiaopin is real imp. to me.
y carn she understand dis?
im nt neglecting my studies
juz tt i really need to focus on xiaopin nw.
she juz carn understand,
but wad can i do?
geog assign. due on fri,
n i haven started yet.


its really nt me?
nvm den,
but promise me,k?
if u r really unhappy wif me in da future,
do let me noe,k?
ILY too!!!

starting on my research 4 geog assign nw
:(

long time no blog
haha
yesterdae
had pai ju as usual
but sumhw did very badly
until yi gt angry(im so sorry!)
but i juz carn get into my charac
i aso dunno y tinks will turn out dis way
im feeling very stressed
n depressed dis few days
ive been tinking a lot
was wondering
if its nt for my ht n size
will i still be chosen
if its nt tt dere's no other ppl hu can act dis role
will i still be chosen
im feeling very lost
i noe it shld nt be dis way,
but im beginning to doubt my ability
mabbie im nt suited for acting afterall
mabbie i carn even act afterall
im nt afraid to try
but im worried tt i may delay e progress of e ju
im really very afraid tt i may
hai4 e ju

today
had pai ju too
guess it was much better den yesterdae's
shld work harder at it
n improve more each pai ju
:)
muz learn nt to give myself any undue stress
n juz jiayou jiayou n more jiayou.
lastly,
i hope tt god will help n guide me through dis difficult period of uncertainties
let me learn to focus
n aso nt to have mood swings so often
:)

long time no blog
haha
yesterdae
had pai ju as usual
but sumhw did very badly
until yi gt angry(im so sorry!)
but i juz carn get into my charac
i aso dunno y tinks will turn out dis way
im feeling very stressed
n depressed dis few days
ive been tinking a lot
was wondering
if its nt for my ht n size
will i still be chosen
if its nt tt dere's no other ppl hu can act dis role
will i still be chosen
im feeling very lost
i noe it shld nt be dis way,
but im beginning to doubt my ability
mabbie im nt suited for acting afterall
mabbie i carn even act afterall
im nt afraid to try
but im worried tt i may delay e progress of e ju
im really very afraid tt i may
hai4 e ju

today
had pai ju too
guess it was much better den yesterdae's
shld work harder at it
n improve more each pai ju
:)
muz learn nt to give myself any undue stress
n juz jiayou jiayou n more jiayou.
lastly,
i hope tt god will help n guide me through dis difficult period of uncertainties
let me learn to focus
n aso nt to have mood swings so often
:)

bought JJ's album le
listening to it nw
its so nice!!!
juz as nice as his previous album.
so contented.
haha
but i tink his singing gt improvement
but his chuang zuo lacks e suprise element
:(
but its still nice
:)
haha.
dunno y,i bought it 4 $14.95 only
den ltr at another CD rama outlet,its priced @ $17.95!
haha
i saved three dollars!!!
n
it cums wif a poster!
he's so cute in e poster!
haha
n e pics inside e album are nice too!
hehe
I LUV JJ!

yesterdae pai ju was tiring
e senoirs cum back n watch us pai
den gave us a lot of comments
but sadly,its all bad ones.
haha
feeling suddenly very pressurized
dunno whether im up to it
scared tt i will hai4 the whole ju
am rather worried
n i cried on e way home
guess its juz good to let off my emotions
better den bottling it all up
im fine,ppl
dun worry
i guess i juz have to learn hw to juggle between pai ju n my studies
n balance both of them nicely
noe its nt easy
but i will learn
:)

sort of tink u guys r toking abt me
tinking bad tinks

How to make a xuezhen

Ingredients: 5 parts pride 5 parts crazyiness 1 part energy

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little curiosity if desired!

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