noone sign my gbk!
):
sad.
guess everyone is busy mugging now ba.
me still v slack
still cum online n watch tv as usual.
really dun have the motivation to study.
watching yue le bai fen bai ltr
den will go have a nap
tonite will be my mugging nite!
will prove to esti tt i can study at nite one lor.
me not such a early sleeper aftall!
(:
me tired now
guess its coz of tiredness tt's y dun feel like studying
haha.
me finding excuses agn
:/
***
gotten over le.
but still rather influnced by tt person.
look at all the
"me still v slack"
"me not such a early sleeper aftall!"
"me tired now"
"me finding excuse agn"
bad habit.
me need to get rid of them asap.
opps
"me still v slack"
"me not such a early sleeper aftall!"
"me tired now"
"me finding excuse agn"
"me need to get rid of them asap."
***
bet all of u reading cannot even get a grasp of wad i was saying rite?
nvm,u dun need to noe
***
wad a weird and irregular and...
weird? post.
***
whatever.
me feeling v luan now.
no!i mean"I"
a long of tots running through my mind in a mess.
maybe me juz tired,
tt's why.
-correction-
maybe IM juz tired,
tt's why.
***
big trouble!
i dun even understand wad i have been writing in dis post.
first time in my blogger life
that im so
disorganized.
:/

btw,
five more papers left.
-chinese paper two
-mathematics
-geography
-science
-elit
):

misunderstandings will always be able to clear
hold on to your beliefs and tinks will turn out for the better
no matter how long will it take
no matter how bad tinks seem to be now
no matter how many times you tot of giving up
it will be fine
eventually
trust me
***
less den seven days.
i can do it one.
haha
***
main concern now:
eng portfolio
:/

dere's noone online whom i can tok to
feeling miserable

one more down.
((:
left wif
-eng paper one
-chinese paper one
-chinese paper two
-maths
-science
-geography
-eng lit
):

not in a mood to study my physics
and its on friday!
how?
die le la.
so many tinks to do.
so little time.
home econs project-
study physics-
study geography-
study maths-
study science-
study elit-
study chinese-
study english-
im confused.
messed up wif my priorty le.
dunno wad to do first.
but one tink for sure,
blogging shld not be the top of my list now.
but yet im doing the tink im least supposed to do
n not doing the tink im most supposed to do,
which is,
study physics
):
***
it hurts for the first few times,
but aft tt,
u won feel for it anymore.
tt's wad ppl call,
immuned

one down.















history over!yay!















trying to clarify tinks wif him nw,hope it will work.















still cannot get over it,aftall.

Eeeee
y the previous post i typed so xin xin ku ku in chi turened out so weird?
)):
im turning crazy
by everytink in my current life.

还没疯
最近发现周围是灰色
每个人都毫无目的的走着走着
最近每个晚上似乎有人在耳边轻声说
“快点去睡吧睡吧！”
头有点痛 心在起哄
我不懂 我不懂要如何让自己放松
还没疯 还没疯
不要用那种眼神
看着我窃窃私语 偷偷在我背后冷嘲热讽
还没疯 还没疯
只是最近太多不愉快
你们口口声声说我怪
其实你们不懂我的心态
最近走在街上自言自语
脑子里空空的视线都模糊不清
最近总觉得身边每个人
用眼神 嘲笑我
仿佛在说我疯了
头有点痛 心在起哄
我不懂 我不懂要如何让自己放松
还没疯 还没疯
不要用那种眼神
看着我窃窃私语 偷偷在我背后冷嘲热讽
还没疯 还没疯
只是最近太多不愉快
你们口口声声说我怪
其实你们不懂我的心态
×××
我的确快要疯了
被生活中的这一切逼
疯了。
×××
weichoong,
all e best!((:

SOS

mugging at hme dis whole hols
realised i have a v short attention span
like kids like that
carn concentrate on studying for too long.
its like the first hr is ok
den i will start to move abt
or even daydream frm the second hr onwards
hw am i gg to study like dis?
hai
find it v hard to focus wif all the distraction ard.
how?
my history is still half finished
and i only have 4 more days to my exam!
note:its EXAM!not common test or timed-piece!
and i still have sci common test nx fri!
physics summore!
its gg to kill me!
really envy those ppl hu can study for a long period of time
like lets say 2pm to 7 pm!
if im like them,
maybe i would have finished my history by now le la!
argh
anybody gt any idea how to make sumone able to extend their attention span???
pls tell me k?
i desperately need to know!
):
***
its all over le la
r we even fwens now?
***
i dunno.

qt a lot of tinks happened dis few days
the biggest of all shld be
project superstar!
lol
the results was so expected.
i knew it ever since junyang was out.
obviously,wei lian is reciving more media attention which is to his advantage ma.
im nt saying hes nt gd
neither am i saying he dun deserve it or wad
i dun support him
but neither do i dislike him.
heh.
but seriously,personally,
i tink kelly can be a better superstar!
(:
although ppl kip saying tt wei lian won coz ppl pity him,
i tink its totally nt true.
i mean if he sings really awful but hes blind,
will ppl still support him?
i tink ppl support him mainly coz they r touched by his efforts n stuff
but,kelly aso put in a lot of effort.
nobody sees it though.
its kind of unfair tt the whole grand finals focus is on wei lian
but honestly,he do attract more attention den kelly in a sense.
heh.
but if junyang is against kelly in the grand finals,
i tink kelly might have stand a higher chance
coz she will gain equal attention wif her opponent.
heh.
***
i tink noone act wins in dis contest
the biggest winner is
mediacorp!
haha
they muz have earned a lot through dis competition
imagine the no of votes they receive
x60 cents!
omg!!!
a lot lerh!
(:
they muz be the only smiling ppl nw.
lol