long time nv update le
i tink i broke my record lor
its been one week plus le
haha
so im not tt completely addicted to blogging!
(:
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i went for YiDA's autograph's session
at j8 last nite!
its cool.
hes rather cute in real live
hehe
got his auotgraph in e end
q-ed for like 2 hrs?!
but im happy
hoho
stupid.
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dunno wad happened la
we r drifting apart
n e feeling is not dere le
i tink im being totally selfish
telling him,
giving him hope
den destroy everytink
i shld not have been so chong dong in e first place
hai
i really dunno how to clear dis mess now
how to let him noe
yet not hurting him
hes online now too
but we r not toking
i set my profile to away
i dunno how to face him.
im confused.
y muz dis type of tinks happpen?
i guess everytink act ended since e day i go n meet him.
nt tt im disappointed wif him or anytink.
juz tt e feeling stopped since tt day
was act tinking,
if we did not meet,
will everytink be alright now?
or maybe i shld not have told him in e first place.
im usually not sum1 hu acts on impluse.
wad's wrong wif me?
wad happened to me?
i shld have know tt its common for ppl at my age to crush ppl.
i mean CRUSH ppl.
its qt a nice feeling act.
liking sumone.
but y muz i spoil dis feeling by telling him?
i shld have know tt it won last.
its only a passing stage.
din reply his sms for several days le
hope tt dis will stop soon
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EOY cuming le
will work real hard
and dun tink of anytink else.