really dun like to see u so upset dear.
i noe u really treasure n lurve him alot.
aftall,it has been 3 yrs
n im sure he feel e same way too.
i really hope todae will go smoothly for u.
coz i really dun wana c u getting hurt agn.
aft e previous two times.
i really wan u to have a future wif him.
i dunno wad to sae.
neither do i noe wad type of advice can i give u
coz i have nv experience dis type of tinks b4.
i juz wana let u noe tt
i lurve u
n i will be behind u
n i will be willing to listen to u
if u r willing to tok to me
i noe u may nv ever cum to my blog
i noe u may nv ever c dis post
but i really lurve u,sis.
even though i dun show
n say.
jiayou
n have faith
in urself,
in him,
in God.